Friday, May 28, 2010
9:24 PM
Many a times, we wished today never existed.
Today..'today' haunts us all. It can never be yesterday, or tomorrow, because every time a day comes, it is today. I never wished I would be like this today. Or perhaps..I wished the 'today' in 4th July 1993 never existed - the day when the existent human beings celebrated my arrival in this world, or so I thought it was that way.
I didn't see that day worth celebrating for, neither do I see myself worth celebrating for. Because there simply wasn't anything to celebrate about. Because I don't matter.
I never knew how I've lived life, or how I got this far..16 years, going on 17. Maybe I didn't have a life at all. And today..when will I live through today? When will I be through with the act of breathing, the dreariness of eternity?
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