Saturday, June 04, 2011
2:23 AM
Here I am, once again, after such a long I am here.
Honestly I don't know what I'm here for, I can't get to sleep now. I'm awake with the pain of staying awake with lethargy that I could not sleep with. Along with chest pains and gastric pains.
Today my doctor told me that I should not lose anymore weight, but I guess at this rate..
I hate being jolted back to reality from sleep every morning. Why do I feel or see sunrise, why must I be awaken? Tell me why I've fallen out of love with life again. Tell me why am I me. Tell me
who what am I.
And I especially hate it when..my tears run dry, when the heart yearns to cry.
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